Copyright 1997 by James Friesen
The Stand is the very first 'finished song' I ever created. I auditioned it for a customer group that met at a local musical keyboard store. Unfortunately for me, everyone there was impressed. Now I have spent thousands of dollars on musical equipment. I sometimes wonder if it was worth it (of course it was! Even if no one ever heard my stuff, playing keeps me mostly sane.)
The Stand was also the first piece made using my first 'professional' piece of gear, a Kawai K-1 rack mount synthesizer. It specialized in somewhat harsh, but otherwise airy synth pads. I created the voice I used on this song from scratch. The drums came from another Kawai unit, the XD-5 (recognize that name?) I thought I overdid the drums, but no one else thought that, so I let it be.
Tragedy struck when I lost all traces of the midi files and had to recreate the entire song from memory. The drums improved a little!
This song set the pattern for my emerging sound, I think. Minimalist themes and melodies supported by repeating percussion tracks.
I like to explore, or create, synth voices until something catches my ear. When that happens, invariably a melody comes out of my tinkering, which I usually stick with. I explore the melody and the song quickly develops. I often get 'stuck' on a more or less complete structure, with minor modifications coming along at a slower and slower pace until I am sick of trying to tweak it, then voila!, it's finished, or else it ends up in the recycle bin. Seldom do I make major changes after the initial idea takes form.
So, anyway, this song has meaning for me in that it signaled a new phase in my song writing. No more cheesy, cheap keyboard sounds. No more tiny plastic keys that barely gave my fingers room to play. I had graduated from playschool to amateur status!
What did the song mean? Well, the title, as with the other song titles on this CD, came after the fact, but basically refers to the 'soundtrack sound' of this track. I often picture pieces like this being used in climax scenes of dark, gritty sci-fi movies where the hero, beaten and bloodied, makes his/her final 'stand'. Alien is still my favorite movie of all time. I saw it at the theaters at an impressionable age.